Rashami Desai and Nandish Sandhu's divorce is going from bad to worse. With shocking details emerging every two days, it's hard to keep the muck at bay.

After the husband denied rumours of him cheating in his marriage with Rashami, the latter revealed how her relationship was always very "abusive" adding that she was often asked to leave the house.

The actress blames India Forums for making Nandish look like the right one and in the process portraying her in bad light. When the web portal made things "ugly", she decided to talk about her split. Calling her relationship "abusive", she said how people have only been pointing fingers at her.

"India Forums is making it super ugly. They're only printing one-sided articles about him giving his 100%, when it's just not true. What are you trying to prove? It's false information. We've had problems for three years now. Why did I leave the house? I've never spoken about this â€" but mujhe humesha ghar se nikala jaataa! If he gave his 100% yeh cheezein hoti hi nahi na," 'Miss Malini' quoted her as saying.

Also, in her detailed chat with the website, she appeared not-so edgy about the relationship rumours shrouding Nandish. Secure of her place and position, Rashami said how even if he were to be having an affair, she would want to wish him luck.

The actress also said she genuinely loved Nandish but was almost always humiliated and insulted, which is why she decided to take the step. "I've never seen things like this happening in my household. Women are never insulted. But I was disrespected for over 3 years and after a point, I knew this was just not happening," she added.

The separation has hit her hard as she genuinely loved him and tied the knot observing every ritual there was. "I have everything today â€" a good house, a family... but everything hurts. I really loved him and I wanted to come out in a beautiful way, but he's made it very ugly. I have seen very good times with him â€" but I've also seen very very bad times," she said.