New Delhi, Oct 30 (ANI): Jennifer Lopez has revealed that she felt abusive in some of her past relationships. The 45-year-old singer has revealed in her upcoming memoir, 'True Love' that she never got black eye or a busted lip, but she felt abused mentally, emotionally, and verbally, a leading Magazine reported. The American songstress' new book describes the many ups and downs of singer's love life, along with the reasons behind her 2011 split from Marc Anthony.